That night the rain came in droves. You stood at the window and
watched as droplets stacked behind one another, pouring in the
light. Only briefly they resembled the movement of a crowd seen
at a distance, a throng of mourners. You could not picture then
the man who was about to die, twenty miles away, how he hesitated,
clutching the railing at the top of the basement stairs and watched
for any sign of his grandmother in the water below that seemed
to creep up, step over step, as if it possessed legs. You could
not imagine him like you did the next afternoon, up to his knees,
then his neck, swallowing one gulp of air and going under as you
sat stopped at a red light, listening to the clear tonelessness
of the broadcaster’s voice and watched the formal and unnecessarily
elegant waving of the trees, dirty rags tangled in their lower
branches from where the waters had risen and touched.
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